Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Back to surgery

Well at my appointment she started off with "I have a little bit of bad news"- 1 node had cancer cells.

As you can imagine we were disappointed and I always go to the bad thoughts. So no fill appointment because I will be having all my nodes taken out Wednesday. Yeah more surgery! I'm not worried about that, just praying for more clear nodes.

I had 2 removed and 1 had cells and 1 didn't. Also they were too small to see the day of my last surgery it was only as dissecting them that they found them. Thank GOD!

As soon as I got home I called my angel CAROL and she always makes me feel good! She is also battling cancer. Also called my other angel MISSY who has battled breast cancer. I love them.

Ya know I was feeling scared because it seems like cancer is chasing me, but I have now decided that all this testing is proof that I am chasing cancer! I want it all out! I want my life and I'm not going to let it get me as much as I have! Well that's my new thing. We are coming for you cancer and I can be a real bitch if I want to!

Keep praying- Love

1 comment:

Sista B said...

I like the way you think. Show that cancer who the real HBIC is (HBIC = Head Bitch In Charge).

I feel for you, I think of you, I pray for you and I love you!