I got a trim....but I still want it shorter.

I kinda just popped in on my hairdresser so she was thrown for a loop and managed to just get me a trim. I'm suppose to go back for some hi-lights.

Yesterday and today were tough. Waiting is so hard. Another thing that is hard- prayer. Sometimes I am in such pain and praying, but feel like if I have true belief I would be stronger. I ended up calling my priest and he was so good to me and made me feel better. What I'm going through is a journey in my faith. I have to give myself time.

My family has been great and helped me a lot as well. I was finally able to break down and cry and get a little mad.

Patience is so important. I am learning to train my brain to not go to places it need not go. Waiting is hard because you feel like you are living in libo but I need to get over it.

Tonight I need to go on my treadmill and get moving and exercising more.

It's Lucas' open house tonight at school- I'm excited to see all his teachers.