This is how it starts~ lighting strikes the heart
~Goes off like a gun~
Usually on St. Patrick's Day Lucas would be in NY with my parents and some friends and Rob and I would be out to dinner with his parents....but
My parents were in Florida, Rob was in Bristol, and Rob's parents were at their cottage
SO it was Lucas and I!
I missed my once a year ham and cabbage, but the time I got to spend with Lucas in the sun was priceless.
I don't how long he'll ask me to come outside and just watch him shoot hoops, but it was so nice!
I wanted 1 good picture of him and I ~
but ended up just having a bunch of laughs just trying to do it
I'm so incredibly happy these days
I thought I'd never get to this point again.
Unlike his mom- Lucas is photogenic
I just love the song Brighter than the Sun
for some reason I feel like lighting did strike my heart- I've been feeling so much better about
not so much worry
IT'S SO NICE TO LIVE WITH SOME PEACE OF MIND
I FEEL FREE
I struggled pretty hard and wrote this because my family had to put up with me not being "me" for some time and I feel bad about that. It's not only the survivor who hurts; the loved ones do as well.
I’m finally feeling more free and it’s SO good to be free!
Now they see what they’ve wanted to see