oopps.....the scale must be broken....lol

Eating good can look so good!!!!

Date.............Age...Height.......Weight......Neck........Chest.........Hips........Lf Arm...Rt Arm....Waist

2/5/12..........42... 4’11”............137.2...... 12.5”...... 39.0”..........41”........ 11.5”..... 11.5”...... 36”
2/10/12.................................... 136.2..... 12.5”........38.5”......... 39.5”..... 11.5”..... 11.5”.......35”
2/17/12.....................................134.6......13".......... 39.25”....... 40.5”...... 12”........ 12”........ 34.5”
2/24/12.....................................134.2.....?.............?.............?...............?............?..........?.......?
3/2/12.......................................134.0......12.0’”.......38.5”.........39.5.........12”.........12”.........33.75”
3/9/12.......................................132.8........?.............?...........?..............?..............?..........?........?
3/15/12.....................................131.4........?..............38.5".........38.5".........11.75".....11.5".....33"
3/23/12.....................................131.0........?..............?.............?...........?...............?..........?........?
3/30/12.....................................130.4........12.5".........37.5"...........38"...........11.5"......11.5".....31.75"
4/6/2012...................................129.6............?..............?..................?..............?..............?...........?
4/13/2012.................................128.0..............................................?............................................?
4/20/2012.................................128.4
4/27/2012.................................128.6..........12.5.........37.5"...........38"............11.25".....11.25"....32"


Well my weight along with a couple of measurements have gone up.  I've been hungry lately along with feeling really tired- due I think to bad eating.  I'm really debating doing my 21 day detox again- and if I start soon I can be done by my birthday and maybe make my goal of weighing 125 for my bday. 

The girls at the gym have not been meeting much any more so it's just me...and my trainer is gearing up for his real job........BUT my sista invited me to do a challenge with her!!!  IT's hard and I seem to be adding 1 more class to my schedule so I thought I should be losing weight- But I think my body fights changes and maybe when it realizes what I'm trying to do it will let up and let go!!!!!!!

I was sad about the scale- but every weigh-in is a chance to start again.

I also heard some sad news about a fellow survivor so when I'm tired, hurting and not wanting to struggle with my exercise I think about offering up my struggle for others.  Today I heard of a benefit for a 15 month old child with stage 4 cancer........that puts stuff in perspective!!!

NOW for some weekend motivation

Squats- hate em'  :) 

Keep going Keep going

Girls Night Cuteness

After browsing around Jcrew- I feel inspired to dress for a girls night........

.....I love the schoolboy blazer look, 

the color PINK,

and the fancy top with shorts! 

So here's a couple of outfits I came up with from Gap, LuLus and Kmart~

Girls Night Out- Gap

  Girls Night Out LuLu*s

I'd have to pack a back up pair of shoes which could be these

Girls Night Out Kmart

Let's hear it for the boys

Being a girly girl always- I love all things girl.

But

After being a mom to a boy I've learned that boys are extremely wonderful creatures

You look at a boy and yeah he's cute- not like a dressed up little girl cute- just cute

But 

The more you get to know a boy the better it gets

Growing a boy is the most rewarding thing for this mom - I knew all about the workings of a girl 

But the workings of a boy

Truly amazing to me

I love my boy. 

Now I have a few boys in my life who remind me of my boy when he was small.

I like nothing better than looking at boys clothes- cuz- they never seem to have the selection girls do.

Oh if I had a little guy

I might head over to Crewcuts for the No Shipping and splurge on a few of these things

Oh and my greatest memory of my little boy- the Friday nights after his bath- he would be all clean and new- hair combed- smelling fresh- he'd look up at me from his sippy cut in his pjs on the floor ready for a fun night of movies - his smile would melt me!!!  I miss sippy cups, baths and watching him sleep.  I was/am so blessed.

Lucas after his bath before a movie.....

Wondering Hair I made out..............

We did do the streaks underneath......indigo and pink by Joico- semi permanent hair color

And no Ombre hair for me - stuck with my usual Mocha base with a few hi-lights

Close up of the streak colors..............

Since having no hair I think I'm willing to do just about anything with my hair- It's FUN!!!!

ps- Rob said I could keep it...lol.

Ombre Hair

Last minute hair thoughts/jitters

I'm sort of liking Ombre hair

Still thinking of a streak underneath

Look at this beautiful hair color