I'm wondering if my medication that cuts down on my estrogen is causing my brain to shrink or something like that.
I don't know what it is- but I keep forgetting things and losing things! Anymore I can't handle a lot of things at one time. This past week I had lost my fluff, ipod and totally forgot about my mortgage payment! I know I have things on my mind like my appointment with my oncologist and my D&C- but still. I feel horrible because there are some people who call me and I don't remember to call them back and as much as I try to explain some don't understand and I guess I don't blame them- it's sounds a little dumb. My poor trainer- I don't know how many times I screwed up that appointment- Finally Rob offered to make sure I knew the times. I need to write everything down- but at times I don't. I was usually pretty good at remembering things.
I did after many times of sitting and thinking and thinking about my ipod and fluff that the mystery was solved. And this was after I said a prayer to St. Anthony. I forget somethings and then I sit and try and to figure out what it is I can't remember. Like there is a person I can not remember her name and before I actually ask Rob I am trying to figure it out myself- so what you do is picture the person and then try and then try to picture someone using their name- in this case I keep trying to picture Rob saying this person's name- in different setting like at the person's house or in my kitchen where Rob and I chat. Well this has been going on for 2 weeks and well I NOW just remembered the name. Yeah.
I've been bad about taking some of my vitamins and I think I notice it in my joints - because they hurt more than usual- I think the fish oil helps my joints a lot. My energy seems low- but that's to be expected. I just haven't felt like myself. I could be that I was without my ipod and fluff- who knows!
The holidays were great- we got to see all our family members and it was great! It was so relaxing and just plain good. I used to dread the holidays a bit because of the stress of getting to see everyone and the shopping, but now I just don't seem to be bothered by it. I had all these great intentions this holiday like cooking, shopping and so on, but I forgot about Lucas having a tournament and I just ran out of energy.
So anyways.....Rob is away today and I can't tell you how many times I went to call him about something- like I forgot my house keys, do you have a taco kit at home and something else but I forgot what! Gee he's only been gone since 5am and I've gone to call him 3 times. It never used to be like that- I don't think. Well maybe.....maybe it's just now I feel so dependent on him after everything we have been through it's hard to be with out him.
I did get to have dinner with Doorways Sisters and it was so nice to see all them and chat about our going- ons.
I'm also working on my Etsy shop again! I'm so bad- there's never enough time to do everything
I really need to get moving on that shop...yikes!
Anyways....
When we were in the city I found this great tie for Karl
And this cute hut for him
And what about me?
Oh yes Maggie I did get you something
Haha Maggie you look ridiculous
Here's a couple Thanksgiving pictures
My boy My joy
The more the Merrier
Sweet little girls
Joey
Boys they keep it fun
I love Nicole's open mouth on this one..............lol
Sammy-XO
Benny took this one- not bad!
By the end of the day............we all feel like this
Benny
Yep I didn't take enough pictures.....I'm a dork and I probably forgot!
We attempted to have Maggie's 1st Sleepover over the holiday vacation- her sister Bella came over
Well poor Bella missed her mom and dad so we had to take her home sometime after midnight.
